i went into the woods because i wanted to live deliberately.
i wanted to live deep and suck out all the marrow of life.
to put to rout all that was not life, and not, when i came to die, discover that i had not lived.
- h. d. thoreau

In my life
why do I smile
at people who I'd much rather kick in the eye

I was happy in the haze of a drunken hour
but heaven knows I'm miserable now